杏仁小子の心情日记

母亲节

2010-05-09T01:58:00.002+08:00

一年一度的母亲节又到了，凌晨两点钟还没睡，刚刚从外面回来，和朋友去喝茶……算算日子，这已经是我过的第十二年没有母亲的母亲节，真的很想念她……回想起小时候总是很调皮，不听她的话，常常搞蛋，惹的她又气又好笑。想必小时候我妈妈最担心的那个人是我吧……因为我的那张嘴真的很臭，又叛逆。导致在她过世后的第四十天左右时来到我的梦中（圣经中记载着耶稣再从死里复活后的第四十天升天，坐在上帝的右边，而我们全家都是基督徒），为的是叮咛我一定要听爸爸的话，努力念书等等……过后她就走了。她告诉我她要去她该去的地方……我很清楚这是真的，而不是我想太多而产生的，因为那时我对妈妈的离开根本没太大个感觉，因为年纪还小，而且从那天起我再也没有梦见过她。
一眨眼就过了十二年了。我也从一个不懂事的小孩变成一个独立的男孩了。我学会了自己煮饭，洗衣，扫地等等……我上了大学，而且也快要毕业了。我想如果我妈还在的话，她一定会为我和我哥感到骄傲，因为在我小时候她就希望我和哥哥能够从大学毕业。我真的很想念我的妈妈，想念她的温柔体贴，想念她在我做错事时的惩罚，想念她的厨艺，只有她最了解我和我哥最爱吃什么，而她的手艺也完全征服了我和我哥，当然还有我的爸爸咯……最重要的是，有幸福的味道。这种味道，以前的我都不懂得珍惜，而且还常常投诉，因为常吃到一样的菜。原来失去的总是比较珍贵。我想我这一生中只有一个人能做到这种味道的菜给我吃，那就是我将来的另一半。虽然我不知道会是谁，但我只能说我会尽我所能得去珍惜和保护她，因为我已经知道失去的痛苦了。
说了酱多，我还是要祝天下的妈妈们母亲节快乐，谢谢你们的养育之恩。再过两天就要大考了，也祝在考试的朋友们在考试期间身体健康，能考到好成绩哦……

悍马H3 （Hummer）

2010-05-02T11:36:00.003+08:00

前两天，也就是星期五，和朋友在MidValley逛街时看到一个车展，就跑进去见识见识。车展里有很多不同种类的车，但其中最吸引我的是一辆美国进口的车--悍马H3。这辆车是一辆四轮驱动车。搭配着一身强悍且亮丽的外壳，高大威猛的车身，有一种路上老大的感觉。最重要的是它的强悍。因为坚硬的车身，往往车祸当中这辆车是胜利者。现今时代的驾车人士当中有很多的人都是不负责任的驾驶员。在很多的车祸当中，死的人都是受害者。为了防止酱的事情发生在我的身上，我决定以拥有一辆悍马以目标，努力奋斗。不过这辆车不是我驾，而是给我最重要的人驾滴。原因嘛……如上。哈哈哈……

悍马H3外观

悍马H3内设

在Nottingham的第二年……

2010-04-12T01:27:00.005+08:00

今天呢主要是要介绍我在Nottingham的第二年,Civil engineering year 3里所做的和新的收藏，以留作纪念。:)

首先，先上场的是我人生中的第一台手提电脑--Toshiba Protege M900

日期：2009年9月18日
注释：等待了多年的手提电脑终于都到手了，好开心。很谢谢我的父母。

日期：2009年12月
注释：有了手提电脑，当然要保护好咯，所以就买了它-卡巴斯基防毒软件。

日期：2009年12月
注释：久的耳机已经不好了，所以就买了新的。Sonic Gear的耳机。

日期：2009年12月
注释：这是一款我找了很久的手表，最后终于在Petaling street看到，就买了下来。正版的我买不起啊，贵到爆！不赖吧……

日期：2010年1月
注释：这是一双自己设计的mi Adidas跑步鞋，因为知道有50%折扣所以就跑去做了一双。不错吧！

日期：2010年2月
注释：快要新年了，加上我之前那双拖鞋也已经坏了，无奈下只好买多一双。好贵啊T.T

日期：2010年2月~3月
注释：亲手做生日卡片给朋友，祝她生日快乐！

日期：2010年3月13日
注释：我人生中第一次拥有酱的手表，而且是自己买给自己23岁的生日礼物。

日期：2010年3月20日
注释：新的球衣，印有名字和号码，和我的表弟凯翔还有我的朋友Ben是同一个队的。

日期：2010年4月9日
注释：想玩些卡片，所以买了它。还在练习技巧中……

日期：2010年4月10日
注释：这是Phiten的产品，能够帮助疏松肌肉，从而达到增加体耐力。也附有治疗的效果。有兴趣的可以到这个网站去看看-http://www.phitenmy.com/

接下来的是我尝试的几道菜，是从我买的食谱里学的……

甜蜜鸡

葱油淋鸡

肉碎蒸蛋

看起来都蛮好吃的吧，不过其实还麻麻地，因为技术不够吧哈哈……已经很晚了，明天一早还有课，写贴写到太夜了，完蛋了。去睡了，晚安……

失落感动

2010-03-28T15:16:00.002+08:00

又来到这部落格
没有原因的写帖
我的心载着深深的思念
寻找失落的感动

看时间一分一秒过
我看着这部落格
听着佳莹的失落沙洲
想念的还是你陪在我的身边

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又独自看星星
回头才发现你不在
留下我孤单的想念

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把手机打开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来让我爱

哈哈哈……一时兴起改编徐佳莹的失落沙洲。今天以整个下午都在听这首歌。这是一首很好听，且又有意思的一首歌。已经很久没有来到这个部落格了。今天难得我会来到这里，没有原因，就突然想来。不知道要写些什么，所以就写了这些有点无聊的东西，不过这是我现在的心情哦哈哈……期末考逼近了，FYP也快要交了，时间真的不够用。可是为什么我还那么的浪费时间？真是矛盾的人哈哈……

圣诞前后。。。

2009-12-25T22:30:00.003+08:00

今天是圣诞节，我的心情啊，是还不错带一点遗憾。自从上个星期五开始我就去了朋友的家，因为我们的假期开始了。由于家里没人，所以就去朋友家。但是，我最要好的朋友并不在这里，因为他家有些事情所以回家乡了。原本这是一个让我非常期待的假期，虽然是温习假期。但由于我的好友不在家，让我的假期变成了无聊的假期。我一直在想，今年的圣诞节我能做什么。一直到圣诞节前夕，才决定要去教堂崇拜。这是我第一次在Selangor区的教堂读过圣诞节，而且我是特地开车从市区回到我的大学，郊区，只为了去教堂。奇怪吧？我也觉得奇怪。但是这是因为。。。。。秘密！

曾经的我是非常相信缘份，然而每次都是有缘无份，渐渐的让我不再相信缘份。但是很多事情是非常奇妙的。两个来自于不同地方的人在另一个城市相遇。本来两人的生活是不会有交集点的，但是因为神的安排，让两人的生活出现第一次的交集点。一股陌然的感觉在男生的心里悠然升起，但是却缺乏勇气去接近她。经过了数次的失败，希望能够鼓起勇气去争取属于自己的幸福。因为幸福是给有勇气去追求的人。希望神充满我的信心，让我勇敢面对！

最后再一次的祝大家圣诞节快乐^^

Broga hill hiking 17.12.2009

2009-12-25T21:56:00.006+08:00

There is a very long time i din update my blog, hmm around 4 months. Anyway in this post i wan to share about the broga hill hiking on last Thursday, 17/12. This event is our house event. At first the time was set to Thursday evening but on Thursday morning, i wake up by a phone call from my housemate at 6am and ask me to go hiking. So we start our hill hiking with my tired body lol. 6.30 morning we left our house and drive to our destination. Broga hill, which is 5 mins distance from our house. In this event there are 5 people, there all are my housemate ah Ben, Jimmy, Yeo, Allen and me.

This is the 1st photo i take when when we are hiking

This photo taken by Allen, take this photo becoz i m tired so need to rest lol

Allen requested for re-post haha

Our ah Ben.....

This is half way to the hill top. Its almost reaching the 1st hill top.

Nah, that's Broga.....

Allen and Yeo saw something, mayb is a gal haha

We called this as "Cloud Island"

This photo take on the second hill top. The hill top behind me is the 1st hill top.

Neh, see.... there is a leng lui hahaha

Uncle Jimmy lol

Hahahaa....

Jimmy: "Ehhehe... Its so good!"

This the the last photo we take before we go having our breakfast. The face are sensored based on their request lol ^^

After hill hiking we go Broga to eat "wantan mee" then start our journey back home. Its really a very nice trip. Thanks to all my lovely housemate. Happy holiday and good luck in the final exam coming. And Merry Christmas too!! Haha...

What happen to me??

2009-09-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

There has been a very long time i din write any blog. Not because of busy but is because of lazy!! Feel so boring at Miri coz really have nothing to do with. Yesterday i just came back from batu nia, my cousin house is over there. Driving there on sunday nite after playing basketball at church. Since monday is public holiday so my cousin family and i drive to Bintulu to shopping. But then there is more sien than miri but at least seldom go there. Walk walk and see see around. Go back niah in the evening and having steamboat for dinner at my cousin house. Still leave approx. 3 weeks time in miri. Finally can leave the boring place, but then feel like going to miss here alot lol.

Lately dunno wat happen on me. It is quite a long time i din chat wif someone because both of us is seldom online. But then when saw someone online i din chat wif someone, after someone offline then i regret y din chat. i think is because scare ignore by someone ba.... Really try hard to keep contact but then just afraid of getting ignored. I saw a wall post in facebook by my friend, CK which describe my feeling now, i think.....

曾经有人做过实验，将一条最凶猛的鲨鱼和一群热带鱼放在同一个池子，然后用强化玻璃隔开；最初，鲨鱼每天不断冲撞那块看不见的玻璃，可是这只是徒劳，它始终都不能过到对面去，而实验人员每天都要放一些鲫鱼在池子里，所以鲨鱼也从没缺少猎物，只是它依然想过对面去，想尝试那美味的滋味，每天都在不断的冲撞那块玻璃；它试了每个不同的角落，每次都用尽全力，但是每次都弄得伤痕累累，有好几次弄到浑身破裂出血，这样子持续了一段日子；每当玻璃出现裂痕，实验人员马上加上一块更厚的玻璃。

后来，鲨鱼也不再去撞那块玻璃了，对那些斑斓的热带鱼也不再在意，就好像它们只是墙上会动的壁画，它开始等着每天固定会出现的鲫鱼，然后用它敏捷的本能进行狩猎，像是找回大海中那不可一世的凶猛霸气；但是这一切只不过是假象罢了，实验到最后阶段，实验人员将玻璃取走，但鲨鱼却没有反应，每天都在固定的范围游着，它不但对那些热带鱼视若无睹，甚至于当那些鲫鱼逃到对面去，它就立刻放弃追逐，说什么也不愿过去。只有经过失恋的人才会知道为什么，因为它怕再受到伤害。

Although i nvr start a relationship wif anyone before, but i think my feeling is just like the shark, scare getting hurt again. But i don wan just to give up as wat it do. I need time to prepare myself to fight again. Although i not sure either tat time the someone is still single or not but i will try.....

I miss u~~

2009-06-12T19:19:00.002+08:00

Quite a long time din update my blog since i come back to Miri. This afternoon when i was helping my dad do something, i listen to the song 童话 (fairy tale) sing by Guan Liang. The chorus of the song make me think of something. The lyric of the chorus is 我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你 (i willing to become the angel tat u like in the fairy tale, open both of my arms become wings to protect u). Once there is a girl i like very much told me tat i m the angel who send by the god to protect her. When i heard this, i think tat all the stuff i done is worth. Although now we are not together, but i wan to let her know tat i m still care of her, willing to protect her so tat she will happy always, as a friend ^^.

I has been come back Miri for two weeks time. I came back on Thursday 2 weeks ago. I m very busy until last Sunday because 3 of my classmate come play in Miri. We visit a lot of places, niah cave, Brunei, Borneo Rain Forest, Bekenu and we eat a lot of nice foods. They just come here for 1 week time so our timetable is highly compacted. I even when to Brunei 2 times in 2 weeks time, go to the same place and eat the same foods, but with different people lol. Some more i have 2 wedding dinner on 31 May and 1 Jun, one in Miri and another one in Sibu. On 31 May i attend the wedding dinner until 930pm then i rush for the bus on 10pm to Sibu. I have definitely no enough sleep during tat few days but really enjoy of it lor. We take a lots of pictures but i m lazy to post all here coz really lazy lol. Will try to upload to facebook when free haha....

According to my original plan, i will going to KL end of this month with 2 of my friends, which is 30 Jun because i have a trip to Pulau Redang wif my cousin and friends. But then now the H1N1 desease is very serious in Malaysia and my dad seem like don let me go KL. Really "fan" of it. I got a lots of thing need to do in this KL trip, shopping, redang, eat nice food, and most important thing, to find "someone". Really miss "someone" since we din contact each other for quite a long time lol. Hopefully can go KL end of this month, god bless me!!!

p.s. 在爱情里，完美并不美，我对你的好，却变成一种罪，当你爱上另一个他，我的完美也将变成不完美。

What's a crazy move!!! Penang trip

2009-05-22T14:26:00.012+08:00

Today just come back to my house in tts 4. After i having my paper on monday, i go down to my friend house at subang there. In the begin i plan to watch movie and shopping at pyramid, then come back to my house on the next day becoz need to study for the last paper on next monday, but then when i reach my friend, Billy's house, he ask me take my bag and we go walk around and i follow him lor, he also pack some clothes and necessary items to overnite some place. So we go on the car and begin our journal, guess where we going? We go to Penang!!! Suddenly decision, and i even dunno he wanted to go there tat time. But this trip i m very enjoy and happy. This is the 1st time i go to Penang and also Kedah. Actually tat day Billy is in bad mood and i m in stress mode so we just will do this crazy move haha..... 2 friends tat feel not happy to the life in KL, travel to some place tat will let ppl feel happy.

On the way to Penang. This is the 1st photo i take. It is the road sign tat showing the way to Cameren Highlands but since tat is not our destination so we keep going straight.

Our engdao driver, Billy Chai. He is one of my best friend. We know each other from form 1 until now so we know each other quite well. He is the one who give me some motivation talk also haha...

One of the mountain on the way to Penang. Because it is just pop up there so i take a photo haha..

Another road sign board. This one show the distance between us and the places. We are close to Ipoh now yeah!!!

Yeah we are in Ipoh now. Did u saw the BIG IPOH words upside there? My first time to Ipoh neh so excited although we just pass through haha....

A very big rock mountain?? I am thinking of the one who own this mountain sure earn a lot of money by just selling the rock/stone lol

Peace!! Take photo while driving is very dangerous so please dont try this while driving hehe..

Some "sawah padi"

Now we are on the Penang Bridge. This is also my 1st time visit to Penang and go to Pulau Penang by using the bridge. So so excited!! But before this i though tat the bridge is very beautiful because of the traingle shape tat suppot the bridge de, who know it just 2 tiang at each side of the bridge, feel a bit dissapointed lol.

Penang bridge night view....

This is the triangle shape i mean...

After turn a few round in Penang, we go to Sungai Petani, Kedah to look for Billy's friends. This is the hotel we overnite, Casa Lagenda Hotel

Having out dinner after take bath at hotel. It is a Chinese style restaurent tat open by Malays, Radix Oriental Cuisin. The design look nice so we go in and have our dinner. Once we saw the price we quite shock because it is very expensive, in Sungai Petani lar. But our purpose is look for happy so we just order a set dinner for 2-3 person which cost us RM59. Below is the dishes of the set meal.

Lemon Chicken.

Mix Vege

Thai style fish

Slizzing Prawn. The most delicious dish among all the dishes.

He ask me to take his photo =.="

After having our dinner. We drive around Sungai Petani. Billy show me the place he study last time, Aimst, the old campus and new campus. Last time he is study in old campus. After he quit the uni then the uni just move to the new campus. The campus is so beautiful, much more beautiful and nice design than Nottingham Malaysia lol. After drive around then we go back hotel. Feel really tired because sitting in car for more than 5 hrs lol.

He say the pistol can use if there is a thief break into the hotel lol

Our hotel room, 207

Using the "Key card" to open the door. The card tat attach wif the key tat mention the room number. The Billy ask me to do this stupid of thing again lol!!

Oh so comfort de bed.....

Our room, Standard Twin Room

Last photo we take before leaving the hotel

Having a cup of drink at Staruck coffee shop while waiting for Billy's friends.

The magazine, about interior design. Since he is the future architect so he like to read this kind of books. Same as me although i m future civil engineer haha...

This is the admin building of new Amist University. So nice.....

We go to Amist University to fetch Billy's friends, 2 beautiful girls, Soo Huan and Zhi Wei. They are Billy classmate while he is study in Amist last time. We go having lunch together at a Korean restaurent. The food is not bad but i not really like it because its too spicy to me haha.... So bad tat i forget to take the photo of Korean food and also the 2 leng lui. Sadness.... After having our lunch, we go to Penang again. We go to Gurney Plaza. We dunno how to drive there, but luckily my handphone got Garmin GPS so we using the navigator to lead us to Gurney Plaza in Penang.

Billy

Penang Bridge day time view

The sea shore in front of Gurney Plaza

The Gurney Plaza

This guy trying to destroy the public facilities lol

Gurney Plaza

After shopping in Gurney Plaza, we drive to a place tat wif the name of "Heaven of Seafood" to having our dinner, i give the name myself one ah haha..... The place is Bukit Tambun, around 20 mins drive from Penang. There got a lot of cheap seafood overthere. This is the main purpose of our trip to Penang. Since long long time ago, i have a dream tat eat seafood until full with my friends. But then this dream cant came true before coz the cost of the seafood and also some of the friends don like to eat seafood. This time, both of us is like to eat, especially nice and cheap food so of course this is our main purpose!! Thanks to GPS once again because it bring us to Bukit Tambun haha.....

刺螺, the favorite seafood of Billy, very nice and cheap. Whole plate only RM6

Fried baby sotong. Not really nice coz the sotong too hard to bite. Its cheap also only RM6

半边蛤，nice!! RM10

甘香炒蟹2只，RM21. This dish quite expensive because 1kg is RM30

清蒸白须公, RM17. Not bad!!

Still got a dish i forget to take photo because really hungry tat time, even now i saw the picture i also feel so hungry dy lol. Tat dish is 生蚝, only RM2.50 each and it is very fresh and not bad the taste haha..... After having our dinner, we start our journal back to subang. We start driving on 8pm from Bukit Tambun and we reach Sunway Pyramid at 11.40pm, and we go for movie "Angel and Demon" at 11.55pm. So crazy man haha.... After the movie we just go home and sleep. The next day, Thursday, we go sing k at AMP square in Sunway Pyramid. 2 person sing until no sound tat day haha.....

The photo take while sing k.....

Really have an enjoy and fun trip. Now have to concentrate on the last paper next monday. Thanks to Billy also haha.....

House problems

2009-05-15T09:19:00.002+08:00

This morning wake up early in the morning and go jogging. Then when home and saw the house so dirty so do some cleaning job on it. Before the downstair housemate come in, the house is very clean. Since he came it, the house dirty like hell. He wear shoes inside the house!! I told him not to do so but he still did it when i din saw. WTH. Living outside always meet this kind of ppl. Some is very dirty, some is so clean until over, and some is think tat they are rich and we have to do everything for them. Last time live in Subang, the housemate drive Mercs, when he wan to talk something to me, he always call the owner and ask the owner to tell me, even he is in front of me. WTH kind of ppl is tat. And use up all the space inside the refigerator, even ask me to move my ice-cream to put his thing. Then since he put the thing in til he leave the house, the thing nvr benn touch. Stupid kind of "rich" ppl, daddy's son. Then after that move to semenyik. The 1st house i stay, the roommate like clean til too over, i m not sure he is really like clean or just wan to find something to do since he saw me so free over there. Always say i make the room dirty, make the toilet dirty, make the kitchen dirty, almost everywhere in the house is i make it dirty except living room becoz tats the place he used almost all the time. WTH other ppl make it dirty blame on me, i clean it mayb sometime not as clean as wat he wan, but he din saw it and he claims tat i din do the job and make it dirty somemore. Always tell me "his common sense". Oh wei, cleaning the toilet by just pour the water and make the ground look clean then mean cleaning ah, then i clean it everytime after i bath neh. Then blame all the things to me. Damn regret to living together. Since tat time i will nvr share a room wif anyone, single room is the best, no need c other ppl black face. Now i moving to new house, now is the second month here. 1st month still ok but then this month, got a new guy move in. Wearing shoes inside the house, throw the toilet paper on the floor inside the toilet. I clean it and he throw it again. WTH no common sense at all he though got ppl clean it then he can make it dirty. Really sien of it.

Ok finish about complaining. Now going to watch NBA playoffs games, Cavaliers vs Hawk, i like to watch Cavaliers games because Lebron James is in the team, the player i like the most. He is good in everything, shooting, lay up, slam dunk, assist, rebound and so on. Everytime watch he playing because wanna learn something new from him, but not those very hard to learn de things lar lol not yet reach tat stage, and will nvr reach also haha.....

Next paper coming on next monday. Going to prepare for it later on. This paper whole sem i dunno wat is the lecturer teach about. Even when she give the explaination to the example question she also cant do it swt. So only target for all of the calculation and some of the theory, because the theory is almost 4 cm thick lol. Since i come in Nottingham, everytime during exam i sure will get sick, more behind the sick more serious, dunno wat happen. Now got a bit sick dy so must excersize more to keep myself strong lol. Hope the sick wont be more serious. Ok i go watch NBA ler hehe.....

p.s. I did not mention any ppl name (exclude Lebron James) in here so those who think that i saying them please don shoot me here, if u got read it hahaha..... This skill i learn from someone very pro de

无奈。。。

2009-05-14T16:28:00.003+08:00

偶曰：（改编至子曰）

oh! my god 我听不懂看不懂学不懂都不懂

究竟怎样回答？看似简单其实很难

please tell me please

考试有太多疑惑 help me help me babe

oh!让我知道如何去做答。

这就是我现在的心情。刚刚考完第三张考卷，原以为很简单，咋知被老师摆了一道。现在的我真的觉得很对不起我的老豆。不是我偷懒，是因为考卷真得太难了。已经准备好不及格的心情了。自信心受到严重的打击。但我会继续努力，因为还有两张考卷。无奈中。。。。。

Dreaming early in the morning!!

2009-05-10T08:38:00.003+08:00

Just come back from jogging. Tired...... Almost 1 week i din go for jogging becoz of preparing for the exam and also feel lazy sometimes lol. So today i force myself to go for the jogging so tat i wont stop in the half way of my target. This evening going to go uni for basketball again!! Like it a lot haha practise back some skill tat i almost forget and increase the accuracy of shooting. Although now still not satisfied with the accuracy, but going to practise more to become a god like shooter hahaha..... i m dreaming early in the morning!!

The day after tomolo will be my next paper. Haven prepare it yet, so going to start it later after my breakfast. This paper is yr long module so i must pass it to proceed to my third yr so really have to work hard for it. Then two day after the paper will be another paper, which is maths. Only study 15% of the whole sub lol not sure i will have enough time to fully prepare it or not, but hopefully i will pass the paper. God bless me!!

Just now when i m on the way back home, i look at the mountain tat i climb wif my classmate tat time, the Broga Hill, and i found tat there are a lot of ppl up there now. This is becoz today is sunday and a lot of ppl live in broga and semenyik will go to climb the hill. 1st time saw ppl on the hill top from my house area becoz it is quite far from my house, so if only one person up there u will nvr saw it unless u using the telescope haha.... I also saw a group of kids play football at the football court beside the place i jogging. There is 11 kids so they playing 5 on 5 games in full court. I found tat kids are more energy than us becoz they have so much energy to run the whole court, the court is very big neh lol. And they also wake up early than us, we really loose to them dy haha..... Old liao lor......(i mean myself only) haha....

Some of the sweet memories....

2009-05-07T23:39:00.007+08:00

Hmm just having the 1st paper for this final exam today. Do some mistake and cost a lot of marks, so dunno wat to do dy lol. Just now 9pm go play basketball at uni. No one play there so only can do some practise on shooting and lay up. Just come back at 11pm. Very tired lol. Because i stop few days of jogging so tat can prepare well for the exam so i must exercises harder to replace the day i missed haha.... Tomolo morning going to continue back to jog if my leg condition allow me to do so lol.

Tomolo going to continue my study to handle my next and next next paper which on Tuesday and Thursday. The two tough subjects because the one on Tuesday is long yr module so i must pass it and the one on Thursday is maths which i have no enough time to prepare it lol. But, still Wish tat can get good marks on them, GOD bless me bah. Oh ya may GOD bless those of my friends who having their final exam too. All the BEST!!

Hmm since i move to this house on 1st April, i m having a relaxing life over here which i can do anything i wan anytime without complain by anyone. I like freedom!!! Although it is more far from sch and more expensive than the house i live last time but at least i m happy. Freedom and Happy are not valueable.

Since this semester going to finish soon, so i going to share some of the happy moment during this sem with my friends. This semester start on feb 09 so lets start from feb....

February......

Valentine at Genting

Genting....

Sing k at Neway Cheras

so "xin fu" me.... The left hand side is my friend Jocelyn and the right hand side is my friend's friend, also is my friend now, Joelin, a very nice gurl ^^

March 2009.....

At bar Celona, from left to right: Gregory, me, Billy and Alex

Leng lui neh haha....

Cheras pasar malam, my second visit....

Special birthday cake, cup cake, look nice rite? Haha.... Suprise for Joelin birthday ^^

Oh so SWEET!!

What this? Beauty and the Beast lol....

April 2009.....

Tiramishu from Jogoya, so tasty.....

Group photo at Jogoya, the left bottom gurl is the birthday gurl, May Joan

Birthday celebration for 2 of my classmate Chuan Jui (left) and Chun Fai (right)

Nottingham Civil Engineering Yr 2 student except the left side black Jordan shirt and the Purple color shirt at the back haha....

Yam Seng!!!

Group photo for the birthday celebration

My new basketball, Lebron VI

Ah Ben's birthday cake

The birthday boy, Mr. Ah Ben haha....

They drink 交杯酒 at 欢喜地 Hong Kong restaurant lol

翡翠拉面小笼包-炸酱面

Forget wat name dy lol.....

小笼包

水饺

Feel so hungry now especially when i saw the food photo because they are really tasty lol. Going to sleep dy so stop here. Almost forget today got a coursework have to submit so later have to do it and pass it up =.=" Good nite......

现在的心情。。。

2009-05-06T00:50:00.002+08:00

深夜人静了，有点寂寞了。打开 MSN 看看，想找些朋友聊天，才发现我找不到能够聊天的朋友，不是没在线，就是很忙，可悲啊！！刚才在朋友家复习功课以面对即将来临的大考。忽然间发现自己没有心情，完全读不进大脑。这么办？？最近的心情不是很好，不知道是因为考试到了，还是因为别的原因。刚刚听了 TANK 的一首满好听的歌，全世界都停电，正好符合我最近的心情，所以和大家分享分享。

全世界都停电

连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭
为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切
卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈像一个句点

Turning point....

2009-05-02T23:15:00.004+08:00

Until today i just found tat i m not ready yet. Not ready in everything for everything. Tats a long time i din face any challenging things since i leave the basketball court few yrs ago. Hence, i m easy with this kind of life, nvr think to make any changes for a better life. I even though tat i can live like this until the time tat i really need to make the changes. But til tat time, everything will be too late. I know this from my best fren, he told me all those things. When he talk all these things to me, i think a lot, a lot of things tat i nvr think before.

Now its the time, i decided to make changes. The very first thing i will do is going back to the basketball court, find back the feeling tat dare to face any challenges anytime. I will try my best to be a better man in limited time. Wish i can success this time.

Before tat, a big challege is coming soon, which is the final exam for this semester. Now still left 4 days to the 1st subject. Really have to prepare for it. Gotta fight for high score in exam lol. Good luck to all my frens tat having their final exam soon. All the best!! YES!!

Start of something new~~

2009-05-01T22:45:00.004+08:00

My mind is very blur lately, sometimes feel so high, sometimes feel so down, going to crazy i think haha..... Today is the 1st day of May, which is labour day. Happy labour day to all of the labour although i know tat some of them were still working during the labour day lol.

Yesterday when sing k wif my friends. Enjoy sing k wif them, and i like sing k too. Dunno when will be the next time to go sing k sob sob. Lately i like to sing a song tat sing by Jacky Cheong. The song name is “我真的受伤了”, becoz it represent my feeling now lol. So i record the song which play the music and sing by me myself. Long time din do such things dy so feel a bit weird lol. If feel tat i sing bad then sorry ah tats the best i can do beh for now haha... The lyrics of the song is provided below becoz the sound is not clear lol.

灯光也暗了音乐低声了口中的棉花糖也融化了

窗外阴天了人是无聊了我的心开始想你了

电话响起了你要说话了还以为你心里对我又想念了

怎么你声音变得冷淡了是你变了是你变了

灯光熄灭了音乐静止了滴下的眼泪已停不住了

天下起雨了人是不快乐我的心真的受伤了

Going to sleep dy nowcoz feel so tired today dunno wats going on too lol. Nites~~

Brogo hill tracking

2009-04-29T08:19:00.011+08:00

Just come back from jogging,quite tired coz haven get use to it beh.... Have to work harder haha... Every morning jogging alone is very sien lor, luckily i got the Philips MP3 which i brought it three days ago, then every morning listen to the music while jogging. Its nice!! Thx to my friend who intro it to me haha.... Anyone who interested with it tell me ya, i can help u to get cheaper price, mayb. Haha....

My Philips MP3

Later on going to watch NBA. Now is in play-off stage dy so the games will be nice beh. Too bad tat din have an astro to watch it live only can download and watch, not much feeling like tat. But at least can watch then still ok lor. The player i like the most is Lebron Jame. He is a TANK!! Haha.... Then in the afternoon have to start to prepare for my exam dy, at least do some note or wat, hope i got mood for tat lol.

Few weeks ago me and my classmates have a hill tracking at Broga. The hill is very close to the place i stay. Although tired to climb but when climb onto the hill top, u will find tat everything are worth, becoz the view there is really nice, and the air is fresh too. Below are some photo tat we took on broga hill. Anyone who interested to climb it pls ask me to go together ya, but i tell u 1st, i have no transport ah haha...

Just come out from house. The driver is Zhi Cheng, one of my clever classmate

Group photo before climb the hill

Middle of the hill

Half way....

Almost there....

Purposely bring the book to take photo =.="

Tired......

Wat u looking at huh?

Still look lar nah, i fly~~

Nice move hehe....

One of my bro, Jimmy

This hill belong to me wahaha....

I like this photo.....

Really make album this guy, Gregory

Do u c tat?

One of the classmate and also friend coming from my hometown, TKY

Our course ninja, Kane

Work hard.....

Yeah we saw u....

High dangerous move

The middle person Choon Fai said: Come lets dance....

Yeah lets dance... Wan c my special movement?

Yeah tat's it. Lets call it spiderman move haha....

Camera too low so all bend down

Group photo time!! Nah!!

Lets fly!!

This is the snake from our class, Sech

Preparing to go home luu.....

Last photo before leave

Wahkao, Cao ah gua!! Haha....

This guy curi tengok gals haha....

2009-04-28T09:02:00.003+08:00

It has been a long long time i din updated my blog. There is also a lot of thing change until now. Environment, friends, mind etc.

Now i m studying in university of nottingham malaysia, which locate at a very "kampung" place. I join this uni on last september. Meet some new friends, some of them are come from the same place as me, Miri. Not long time after CNY, i lost a friend, can say is old friend and also best friend. The reason is someone is changing. Either me or him but i dunno, who cares? Since i try my best dy. At the same time i meet with a new friend, which is my friend's friend. She is a very nice person, a really good friend that can share everything with. Feel lucky that can be friend with her.

I dunno since when i like to stay in the past, no mood to fight for the future, think that future is far away and cant predict, until i meet someone. Someone that let me have the courage to fight for my future, let me found back the feeling that i lost it long long time ago. I have to thanks to my friends (brothers) to encourage me. I will appreciate the chance although i know that i only have a very low chance, or even no chance. Wish me good luck beh haha.....

Lately i m changing my way to live. Plan to have a healthier life. So every morning i will go jogging myself near the place i stay now. Feel so nice after jogging becoz of the nice surround and fresh air. Hope that i can keep this as my habit haha.... Going to have my final exam soon. Have to start preparing for it. If not then sure die haha.... After exam can going back my hometown. Really miss my home, miss my bed, miss the karaoke, miss my rabbit, and of course miss my friends hahaha.... Good luck to those who going to have their exam. All the best!!

Nice site

2008-06-12T12:32:00.002+08:00

Hmm wanna intro a nice site to those ppl who like to watch movie or series. The website is
tom365.com

Inside the website got many different types of movie or series to watch. But b4 tat u have to install a software to use it. It can watch the movie while dling it. After finish loading the file will be save in ur comp so u can watch it anytime. It is very fast, can complete more than 8 episod of series or movie in few hours. Hope u guys will like it ^.^

矛盾的夜

2008-06-11T22:18:00.003+08:00

今天我很高兴，也有一点不开心，因该说是我的心在挣扎吧！很多时候，明知不可为而为之。虽然事实摆在眼前，却心存侥幸，满心期待。所以说，人是不是一种很自相矛盾的动物呢？很久没和你一起出来走走了。今天看到你，满脸的憔悴，我的心也碎了。我就在想，是不是他对你不好呢？你什么都没说，但我的直觉告诉我你并不快乐。一只以来我都很信任我的直觉，但这次我却希望我的直觉错了。你知道吗？如够让我选择看着你因为她伤心难过，或者看着你和她幸福快乐，我宁愿选择后者，因为就算痛也只有我一个人痛。很傻吧？没办法，或许我就是傻瓜。老实说，我没那么大方，能祝福你跟他，但我依然希望你能够天天快乐。

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~忆夜~

犹记得那年，我遇见了你，
伤心失落的我，因你的出现，
让我找到目标，努力得奋斗。

在不巧合的巧合中，我们认识了彼此，
也在不知不觉中，我失去了你。
晴天霹雳的我，不得不用篮球，
来发泄我心中的不快。

原以为一切早已结束，但事实并非如此。
当你心情不好时，我的心总会感应到；
当你需要帮助时，我总会刚好的出现。

你曾经说过，我是上帝派来守护你的天使，
而我也觉得，你是神赐给我的快乐的泉源，
然而，如今守护在你身边的不是我，
而我，得到的却是更多的痛苦。

难道你我之间，就注定没有缘分吗？
难道爱一个人，就真的那么痛苦吗？
或许，是我不够好。。。
或许，是我不帅。。。
或许。。。

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今夜我写了那么多，并不是为了要改变什么，只是心情不好，写来发泄。也许你会觉得我很无聊，很傻，但无所谓，因为我的生活真得很无聊。我总是抱着天真的想法来看待爱情。所以在爱情里，我一直都是个失败者。

Bla bla bla....??!!

2008-06-04T23:52:00.003+08:00

It's long long time i din post any new post liao. Becoz of lazy? nothing to write about? Whatever lar haha.... Hmm....this is my 1st post in 2008. From my last post til now, i have been go to kl for 2 times, 1 time acco my cousin and another time for my convocation. I really have fun when i go to kl. I do lots of stupid thing tat i nvr do when i in miri. Feel so relax and happy lor. Then other time in miri very sien one lor. Coz no one to look for, and no place to go for. Last month one of my fren come from johor, she came miri play. Tat time is the most enjoy time for me while at miri lol. We go climb gua niah and go brunei. Haiz...... lately de live very bored ler, one of my fren go travel, then other all got exam, so sien ah!! Everyday(other than working time) just stay at home and look at the computer, then sunday go for bball. I feel tat i also be "宅男“（zhai2 nan2) liao. i just come back from yamcha-ing wif my neighbour. We talk about the light speed, and also talk about this world. quite interesting topic actually. Y this and y tat bla bla bla.... Last weekend i go for a church camp. At there let me think about something of my life. I feel tat i m a looser in many things. In study, basketball, even though in relationship, either frenship or love, i always a looser. In past, i go into a wrong sch, waste my time over there, and i also give up basketball becoz one of my best friend leaving me. In friendship, i cant help my best friend, i cant give advise or scold them while they are in wrong way. Love, i ever like 2 gals before, of course not at the same time lar, i try my best to "chase" them, but dunno is becoz i m stupid or wat, i cant make them feel touch. This cause me lost them. I dunno when is the another gal tat can attract me will come to me, but i m still waiting, although i m not handsome, not good enough and bla bla bla....

~Feel Boring~ and ~waiting for love~ @ Almondskidz

Since i come back miri....

2007-12-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

I come back to Miri on 19th dec. Til now is 11 days oledi. Honestly i feel really sien since come back to Miri. Coz cannot online. Cannot online then i cant play game. Ahh!!!! Until 2 days ago just suddenly can online lol. But luckily still got some friends acco me go eat, watch movie and play ball ( basketball, ping pong and badminton ). Very enjoy while together with them. Last week go watch AVP2 once it come out. We go in late and while watch til half half, the filem burned!! And the ppl keep on talk while watch movie. WTF wat cinema is tat. No quality at all!!!! ( seat, screen, foods and drinks, atititude etc.). Feel dissapointed about it. I finish my diploma dy. Now waiting for Norting ham sep intake. So i will stay in Miri wil next yr sep. Going to work with my father soon to get some experience and some money to buy my laptop hahaha... Planning to find few of my best friends coz long time din find them liao. Lately they seem like busy so just wait lor haha.

Hmm quite miss KL and also my friends there. So today going to post something about me and my friends at KL.

Having lunch at college cafeteria

Segi College Malaysia Lobby (KD)

Swimming~~

Our Civil Eng. Lecture

All of our lecture for the last sem

Our Construction Management Lecture

After Final Project Presentation

Waiting for bus after having dinner at ss15. We wait the bus for almost 2 hrs

Rushing homework after class finish.

Prepare for final exam for my 3rd sem.

Doing some question in class.

Take after the class.

Friend's Birthday. The 1st guy on the left and the 3rd gal from the right.

This is our life in KL. But these pic just show some small part of our life. Although We cant take the picture all the moment we stay together but it become a memory for all of us. Just wanna say tat, FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!! Hahaha take care and good luck!!

The last day of november 2007

2007-12-02T02:34:00.000+08:00

Hmm this post should be post on friday but becoz i m lazy and tired so only can post it now. Friday afternoon i go sing k at red box in sunway pyramid wif my classmate, jimmy, jay, ben, vincent and jowy. We will go sing k is becoz our study week began and there is a promosion, one person only RM6++ wif 2 drinks. We arrive there at 3.40pm and we open a room and go in. When 1st go in, all ppl shy shy de don wan to sing. But after few songs all become crazy and keep on singing. That day we sing 3 main language songs, which is chinese, english and bahasa malaysia lol. And our fren jay, sing jay's songs. Hahaha feel not bad and jimmy sing jj de songs and ben sing guang liang and nic de songs. Really enjoy. Since i come kl this is the second time i go sing k wif frens. Really enjoy it. Plan to go one more time again wif my dear frens before i go back to my hometown. Going to miss them soon. After sing k we go for dinner at kim gary. Then after tat go a crytal shop. I really like the idea of the crystal. But then i cant design my own so no choice lor sad sad. After 9pm we go to jusco becoz the sushi got 20% after 9pm. Me and my frens buy quite many sushi as supper haha. Since i come over kl i like to eat sushi dunno y also. I think is becoz they are fresh gua?? Weird ahahaha k lar late nite dy going to sleep liao. Final exam and project is coming soon hope tat i can do well in my final and also in my project.

Simply blog something

2007-11-17T13:31:00.000+08:00

Ah very bored~~! Lately cannot sleep well dunno y also sien ah!! Monday going to have one more test, only small test. Haven study yet. Don feel like wan to study now coz haven last min lol. Oledi 3 weeks i din go billy house liao. Just stay at home eat sleep and play like a pig lol. But just now got go out play wif my fren so now still ok ok lor. Hmm still got 32 days then i will go back to Miri. I miss Miri very much. Especially my frens over there. Lately some of my friends havin their exam so at here wish them good luck. Hmm..... also got few of my friends not happy lately so i going to post something try to make them happy lor. For me i think is quite stupid but for u guys i dunno lor. I oledi try my best to make u happy lor haha... The video is at the bottom of the blog go enjoy bah hahaha...

四叶草的传说

2007-11-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

关于四叶草的传说有很多种，但是广为流传的大约有四种。

1.四叶草（幸运草）--- 传说中的四叶草是夏娃从天国伊甸园带到大地上，花语是幸福。学名苜蓿草，是多年生草本植物，一般只有三片小叶子，叶形呈心形状，叶心较深色的部分亦是心形。最为有趣也最特别的是，在十万株苜蓿草中，你可能只会发现一株是‘四叶草’，因为机会率大约是十万分之一。因此‘四叶草’是国际公认为幸运的象征。它的每片叶子都有着不同的意义，当中包含了人生梦寐以求的四样东西：名誉、财富、爱情及健康，倘若同时拥有这些东西，那就是幸运了。 Four Leaf Clover 幸运草第一片叶子代表真爱 (love) 第二片叶子代表健康 (health) 第三片叶子代表名誉 (glory) 第四片叶子代表财富 (riches)

2.人们总说, 找到了四叶草就找到了幸福那是因为三叶草的一叶草代表希望二叶草代表付出三叶草代表爱而稀有的四叶草就是幸福四叶草的意思是即使你付出了, 希望了, 爱了也不一定会找到幸福只有拥有了四叶草才拥有了真正的幸福 ………… 当我带着我全部的幸福, 行走于一座座陌生的小镇时, 即使我没有找到我生命中的四叶草, 可我相信那时的我是幸福的..

3.传说中的四叶草（Clover）是夏娃从天国伊甸园带到大地上，花语是幸福。又名苜蓿的四叶草通常只有3瓣叶子，找到4瓣叶机会率只有万分之一，隐含得到幸福及上天眷顾；如能找到5瓣叶子，甚至喻为可拥有统治大地的权力，只有时来运到时才有此机遇。如果能在草丛中，连续发现到三片幸运草（四瓣叶子的才叫幸运草）的话，你之后遇到的第一名异性，极可能成为你的白马王子…… 幸运草（有四瓣叶子的才叫幸运草）：第一瓣叶子的幸运草是信仰第二瓣叶子的幸运草是希望第三瓣叶子的幸运草是爱情第四瓣叶子的幸运草是幸运

4.关于四叶草，还有一个很美的传说呢！以前有一对恋人，他们真的很相爱，一起住在一片很美的桃林里，但是因为一件特别小的事，他们闹别扭了，彼此不肯让步，终于有一天，爱神看不下去了，他飘到他们住的那片桃林，悄悄撒了一个谎：告诉他们各方会有难，只有在桃林的最深处找到那片四叶草才可以挽救他们，他们听后装作十分无所谓，可是心里还是为对方担忧着，那晚下雨了，是暴雨，可是他们仍偷偷为对方到桃林最深处寻找四叶草，当他们知道对方都很在乎自己，都好感动，决定让四叶草见证他们的爱情，爱神笑了……

这是爱神开的一个玩笑，因为她并不想让幸福来得过于容易，只有彼此在乎，彼此珍惜的人才配拥有幸福 ……

四叶草，爱情的见证！！

One leaf for name,One leaf for wealth,One for a faithfully lover,One for glorious health,All in this four-leafed clover.

三叶草代表爱情...四叶草代表幸福...

满地都是爱情...而幸福却很难寻到...

PS：启动四叶草的魔法： One leaf for name,（一叶带来荣誉） One leaf for wealth,（一叶带来财富） One for a faithfully lover,（一叶带来爱情） One for glorious health,（一叶带来健康） All in this four-leafed clover.（四叶草啊！你拥有了这四种能力.）喃喃念完上述四叶草的颂曲后，用右手的两只手指握着四叶草，慢慢的转动四叶草，许下你的愿望。

对我来说，我觉得第四个传说最美，最浪漫。不知何时我才能遭到一颗属于我的四叶草。。。。。。

思念的眼泪

2007-11-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

今天我的心情有一点郁闷。因为就在我国小五年级时的这天，我的妈妈离开我们到天堂生活。算起来也有九年了。还记得当时的我因为表哥表弟门难的集聚在一起，所以玩得很开心。（他们会来是因为我的姨姨们想来见我妈最后一面）结果就在那一天我妈离我们一家人而去。我妈离去的那一刻我没哭，可能是当时的我不知道那是什么意思吧！只有在我妈下葬的那一刻，我才真真正正的感觉到她要离我而去了。当时我的眼泪无法克制的一直流。

小时候的我很不听话，常惹妈妈生气。直到她离开的那一刻，她最不放心的还是我。在她过世不久后，有一天晚上她出现在我的梦里。她告诉我这一趟她回家是为了要再看一眼这个家和告诉我要听爸爸的话。说完后她就走了。她临走前我问她要上哪儿去。她告诉我她要去属于她的地方。无论我如何的挽留我妈，她还是头也不回地走了。但我知道她是要到天堂生活。

每逢十一月十四号，我都会特别的想我妈。有时我会忘了这一天，因为我是故意的，不想太伤心。或许你们会觉得我不孝吧！有些话我一直想告诉我妈。虽然现在太迟了，但我还是想说：“妈，我爱您。”现在的我不再象小时候那么调皮，不听话。我现在很努力的在用功读书以考取好成绩，好让爸开心，也还您一个心愿。希望您在天堂能保佑我们一家人健健康康，平平安安。

在这里我也想告诉我的朋友们，珍惜和父母在一起的时间。不要等到父母不在时才想报答他们。或与你们会说你们现在还么做工没钱买东西孝敬他们。但是简单的一句：“爸，妈，我爱你们。”也能让他们感到满足了。

小学生造句

2007-11-09T17:04:00.000+08:00

1.题目: 原来
小朋友写: 原来他是我爸爸。
老师评语: 妈妈关切一下

3.题目: ..一边.........一边...........
小朋友写: 他一边脱衣服 ,一边穿裤子.
老师评语: 他到底要脱还是要穿啊~~

9. 题目: 其中
小朋友写: 我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师评语 : 你是蜈蚣？~~

10.题目: 一... 就....
小朋友写: 一只娃娃就要一百块。
老师评语: 老师笑到不行..

11.題目: 你看
小朋友写: 你看什么看! 没看过啊

12. 照样造句例题: 你 [唱歌] 我 [跳舞]
小朋友写: 你 [好吗] 我 [很好]
老师评语: 你在写英文翻译吗??

13.照样造句例题: 别人都夸我[ ],其实我[ ]
小朋友写: 别人都夸我[很帅], 其实我[是戴面具的]。
老师评语: 什么面具这么好用???

14.题目: 好... 又好..
小朋友写: 妈妈的腿,好细又好粗 ...
老师评语: 那到底是细还是粗？

15.题目: 陆陆续续
小朋友写: 下班了,爸爸陆陆续续的回来。
老师评语: 你到底有几个爸爸呀?

20.题目: 皮开肉绽
小朋友写: 停电的夜晚,到处很黑,我吓得皮开肉绽!
老师评语: 看到这句... 老师佩服你。

21. 题目: 欣欣向荣-比喻生长美好的样子。
小朋友写: 我的弟弟长得欣欣向荣。
老师评语: 孩子,你弟弟是植物人吗...
还有一个更瞎的…
小朋友写 : 欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师评语: 连续剧不要看太多~~

22. 题目 : 谢谢....因为......
小朋友写: 我要谢谢妈妈,因为她每天都帮我写作业 ......
老师评语: 原来你的作业是妈妈写的!!!!!!!

23.题目: 难过
小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师评语: 老师更难过 ......

26. 题目: 天才
小朋友写: 我3天才洗一次澡。
老师评语: 要每天洗才干净~~

27.題目: 一 … 便…
小朋友写: 我一走出门,对面就是便利商店。
还有一個更瞎的 …
小朋友写: 哥哥一吃完饭,就大便。
老师评语: 造句不要乱造 ...

31.題目: 又.....又.....
小朋友寫 : 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。
老师评语:你妈妈......是怪物吗?

32 果然上课
小朋友说:昨天我吃了水果,然后又喝了凉水
老师:这是词组,不能分开造

My friend send this to me i feel funny so share wif u guys hahaha.....

Sot sot

2007-11-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm long time din update my blog liao coz nothing much to write about. Now feel bored then just update my blog lor either in this blog or my friendster blog hehe...

Every Thursday we no need go to college coz no class on tat day. Last thursday me and my classmate go to the shopping complex near my house, which is Summit for lunch. After lunch we go for gaming. Lately i interested in a game name Rock Fever it is a game tat this playing with the music very nice lol. After gaming i go looking for music instrument and my frens are looking around at the "SALE CORNER" tat beside the music instrument shop. At there we saw something funny and suddenly we all sot liao and we took some stupid and crazy photo. Let me share wif u guys. Be ready ah don muntah when saw them ah hahaha.....

This is my crazy but clever brother. We call him BEN lol

This is my another brother, Jimmy

And lastly, is me myself cute or not? hahaha

Hahaha really have fun tat day. But this kind of fun will not longer be there coz after this sem i will going back to Miri until next yr just will come over here and continue my degree hope they will go to the same Uni as me hahaha.....

Something....

2007-10-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

Oledi quite a long time din update my blog. Nothing happen, just becoz of nothing to write about. Hmm lately not bad lor, still the same. Now in new campus at Kota Damansara. The facilities there is better. There got badminton court, basketball court, ping pong table and swimming pool. Sometime after class will go play basketball or swimming wif my classmate. Very fun haha... Now every mon,tues and wed have to wake up at 7 coz have to rush for the bus at 8 o'clock from subang to KD damn tired cannot sleep late liao lol. Since nothing much to talk about my life, then talk about something else lor. Wanna intro my "Bao Bei" to u all.

Haha yeah this PSP is my "Bao Bei". It acco me since my birthday 2007. I brought it myself and my brother also got sponsor some for my birthday persent. When i get it feel like hmm....not bad!! Haha.... It got name oo, it's name is "xiao bai" becoz it is white in color haha. It is really good. When i feel lonely, only it will always be wif me. When i m bored, it can save me from bored by the games, novel, music and even internet on it haha....

Today i add a music in my blog. This is quite an old song and now it is re-sing by an singer from a singing competition name "Super Star"(超级星光大道）. This song's name is "The one i love"(我爱的人）now sing by an artise name 林宥嘉. Last time when i listen to this song i doesnt feel much about it. But then now listen back this song, i feel much. Mayb this song match wif my life bah lol. Anyway i like this song very much now coz just feel tat it is meaningful. Hope u guys will like it hahaha....

"No matter when and where you are, i am always be there for u. I will nvr leave u alone."

"Everytime when u look into the sky, u will see many stars hanging on the sky. Each of the star is my best wish to you."

“晴天随时都可能忽然下雨，而人生又何尝不是反复无常呢？最重要的是要懂得如何释怀，让自己活得更开心。”

Holidays

2007-09-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

Since i finish my final exam until now oledi 17 days, which mean i still left 8 days of holiday. Going to start sch soon. Really din feel tat the holiday pass so fast. The day i finish my last subject for my final, i go to eat chicken buffet with my friends. The next day, i sick. Then the days after tat i still in sick mode until i come back Miri. I miss my friends in Miri, but did they miss me? When come back Miri wanna find my friends to go out "happying", i just found tat i have not much friends in Miri, suddenly i feel tat Miri so silent......silent......

Yesterday after going to church, i go to Sibuti with my father, brother and grandma go there eat "Tutu" fish. Very nice i like it. Then come back Miri in the evening feel so tired. Today be my step mom driver for whole day, so tired go here and there lol. During the holiday i really feel bored coz always stay at home dunno busy wat, mayb nothing to busy also, just waste my time. Wanna go play basketball also cannot becoz of 3 reason. No friends acco, my backside injured and no car. Now my brother is working in Miri so he drive the car to work. No more car left for me. Tat's y i always stay at home doing nothing lol. Just can online play games and watch series while bored.

I will keep on thinking something when i and bored. I think about, Did the world change? Or i change? Or u change? Or all of the people change? I think there have some changes in me since i go to KL. Mayb the way of thinking and the way of doing something. Mayb it's good for me, who knows?

Just now one of my friends message me and ask me go for basketball tomolo morning. Finally can play ball but cannot play too hard coz my backside still not recover yet. My com got problem since last month. When i come back, i bring it back and take to repair. They say tomolo can get it back, feel a bit happy coz finally my com can come back, hope it wont got problem again.

Going to start sch soon. This will be my last semester in Segi college. I am going to miss all my "Brothers" there. In this new semester, we will move to our new campus in Kota Damansara. This is a bad news for me coz i don wan to move from Subang to Kota Damansara for the last 4 months. Luckily my friends they all din move, so i still live in Subang. Our college will provide bus for us to the new campus. The only thing is, if the class start at 9am, we have to be ready at 7am. =.=" Hahaha anyway when i go back to study, i can go shopping wif my friends and go play games together to release stress. After this semester, i will graduate my diploma. I will continue my degree and master in The University of Nottingham Malaysia campus. But not once i graduate my diploma. I will go for work until the Septemer 2008 intake then i just continue my studies. Becoz jan intake is reverse sem, which is taking the 2nd sem then just take the 1st sem. This will be more hard to study so i don wan. Try to earn some money and buy a good laptop for my own coz i dream for a nice laptop for many yrs oledi lol.

Hmm it late oledi i am going to go into game to do something then take bath then sleep coz tomolo morning have to wake up early for basketball lol. Good nite and take care my friends. Oh ya one of my friend will go Semenanjung study soon so wish him good luck also. Like tat i will have one more friends over there but less one mroe friends in Miri lol. Hope he can have a happy and enjoy life over there.

Start of something new

2007-08-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm today my mood quite good, and quite not good also. Good becoz of i can see something tat i cant see before. Lately i not enough sleep and i keep on thinking many things. My pass, now and future. Something tat i cant find a solution, now i found, i think i found. So feel relax now. All the tired and bad mood is gone. It's good thing for me. Hmm did u guys think tat i not enough sleep becoz of thinking those thing? Actually not!! I not enough sleep becoz of watching a series. Today i just finish it. REally nice man haha..... Mood not good becoz final exam is coming soon. I still got 4 days to study. But the problem is i no mood to study coz haven last minute yet. Feel swt rite? ME myself also feel swt. Hope god bless me can get good result. Good luck to myself 1st. Today when i surfing friendster, i found something inside someone's blog.

喜欢你的人：半夜会找你打电话聊天到很晚。
爱你的人：半夜看你在网上会赶你下线。
喜欢你的人：他会找你出去玩，叫你放弃正事或逃课。
爱你的人：他会催你快写作业或者与你讨论功课。
喜欢你的人：在你生病时，会讲好话关心你。
爱你的人：在你生病时，他会关心到你烦，并强迫你去看医生。
喜欢你的人：他会尽量说好话来讨好你，你也会觉得很开心。
爱你的人：他所说的话，都是关心你的，但是通常象是在命令。
喜欢你的人：他什么事情都会配合你，只要你开心。
爱你的人：他会帮你辨别是非，但是你会感觉他管的太多。
喜欢你的人：他说他要给你最大的快乐。
爱你的人：他只能给你保证，你跟他在一起，他是最快乐的。
喜欢你的人：他在意你的生活细节，即使你做错了什么，他也不会指出来。
爱你的人：他在意你的一举一动，告诉你什么地方错了，什么地方该如何做，该如何与别人交往。
喜欢你的人：他会帮你买夜宵，送夜宵，载你上下课或上下班。
爱你的人：他会帮你买夜宵，不过会提醒你吃什么比较健康；他会载你上下课或上下班，但通常是顺路；因为他不会为了你而逃课或旷工。因为他知道，他要为你们的将来而努力。
喜欢你的人：他不会在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。
爱你的人：他很在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。他还会告戒你不要与什么人交往
喜欢你的人：他只想要现在爱你的人：他已经预见未来，该怎么自我努力，好好给你幸福。
喜欢你的人：他会说“我喜欢你！”
爱你的人：他会说“我爱你！”

IT is all about the difference between the one who like u and the one who love u.
Acutally i not agree all of the statement. But becoz of some of the statement, i found the answer tat i cant found in past few years. Hope in the future, i can always be happy and no need to think too much lol. Same as my friends too. Last 2 weeks one of my best friend come over kl and play. Quite enjoy also, although we din go many places, but at least we got go eat steamboat wahkaka. Ah~~~miss my family, my friends, my house, my room very much. Nvr have this feeling since i come kl but dunno y now i have this feeling. Weird lol. Ok lar tonite going to sleep earlier tomolo really have to study some liao. If not later really die. Hope i will and i can study lol. Good luck god bless haha....

梦...Dream...

2007-07-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

无法忘记与你在一起时的感觉。一起走过千山万水，在空中自由翱翔。那一刻对我来说仿佛除了你其他什么都不重要了。虽然最后你还是离我而去，但我会珍惜这段回忆，即使它只是一个梦......

Cannot forget the feeling while be with you. We walk pass many place, fly in the sky. That moment i feel that in this world there is nothing is more important than you to me. Although you still leave me alone in the end, but i will still appreciate this memory, although it is just a dream......

Segi Civil Team

2007-07-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm today is a normal day, doing normal thing, go class eat and play ping pong. The only special thing is, today our segi civil team all wear the same color shirt without discuss before (only one din wear it but nvm), which is red color. Actually we think we have same thinking. We all wear red becoz of our lecture is going to marry although today not his class but as civil team, we should do tat hahaha too bad i forget to take the photo of our segi team lol. If got another time sure will post the photo here lol. Tomolo is saturday. I will go for a music concert of my fren sch. Tonite can say is last nite for me to enjoy for coming 2 weeks becoz next week and next next week will be my 2nd exam weeks. Next week got 2 sub and one presentation to go and i haven done anything for it so have to do it on sunday. Wish me good luck lor hahaha.... Hmm now just suddenly thing about something and got some feeling but i cant catch it. It is about to let go something or not. Since i still cant get it then have to wait til next time the feeling come lor haiz..... Ok lar going to enjoy my time liao so c ya. Take care my frens....miss u all

Tired day

2007-07-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm last nite my fren come my house overnite and we sleep late. Then today morning wake up at 8 and prepare for class. No enough sleep T.T
Today when attend the class, our lecture, Mr Norman tell us tat he is going to marry this coming sunday. Congratulation to him!! Dunno who so lucky coz he don wan to tell us lol. Today we finish our class earlier so i play ping pong at sch wif my classmate. After tat we go for lunch. I order chicken rice, not bad the taste lol. The helping my fren buy some PS2 games then i went back home. After tat a short break, we go out to mid valley to meet wif our old fren. The bus we taking is very weird. The driver saw there is traffic jam, he change the road so we cant straight away go mid valley. Have to turn a big big round to mid valley, waste our time =.=" We walk around there and i am look for something for someone but then, i cant find any nice thing haha.... After tat we go dinner at Burger King. We sit inside Burger King and talking for few hrs. After tat go to Jusco buy Sushi coz got 20% offer haha and my fren buy a roasted chicken for only RM5, so cheap!! Before tat i saw a bread, look special. They give us to try. The taste very nice but then u guess how much the price for the bread. It is RM18 for 1 bread lol. Wanna buy but very expensive so din buy lor. After tat go to take bus go home. WAit for 45 mins bus just coming swt. When arrive home straight away go mamak lim teh and eat sushi so enjoy man lol. Now just arrive home and finish take bath. Going to sleep liao coz tomolo morning still got class. Take care my fren and lastly, Congratulation to my lecture HAHA!!

Happy day~~

2007-07-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

Since one of my fren come from my hometown come kl to play and today is sunday then we go out together today. We meet at somewhere at kl sentral. My frens is very "sat" lar coz he 1st time come kl (i think so lar) he just take a map then walk around kl. After we meet somewhere then we go Time Square by using Monorail. Then walk around there. After tat we go to lowyat c a nice com, IMac. It is a very nice com and full of entertainment function. We listen the worker there intro the com to us. Feel like wanna buy it but no money (T.T) When my fren say he is hungry so we go eat somewhere near lowyat. Then at there we meet wif 2 of my classmate (guy). After eating then we go to sungei wang to buy a magazine name "I Feel" coz buy the book for RM5, can get free gift more than tat price. Before i buy tat book, i saw one of my classmate buy the book. Then i feel weird coz he is banana man but then he buy chinese magazine so i ask him lor. Rupanya he just wan the gift. So when i go buy, he buy another set. After tat we go meet wif my another 2 frens (gals). When they saw the gift they also wan to buy so we go buy again. Then my classmate buy one more so today he totally buy 3 same magazine becoz he wan the free gift lol. The funniest thing is in some of the free gift bag got "laurier" (u guy should noe wat is tat bah) and we din use at all so give them to another gals lor, i mean our fren. Luckily my pack din have tat thing so i din rugi at all haha...Then we go sit inside mc donald for almost 3 hrs just talking there. Then go kim gary for dinner. After tat we say good bye and go home lor. Now just arrive home for 30 mins. Feel so so tired buy very happy coz really enjoy today :-)

First day of July 2007

2007-07-01T02:24:00.000+08:00

It's late nite now. I m watching a korea movie. Feel like wanna say something out so i post this blog lor. I am very very very boring and lonely this few day and also coming weekend becoz all of my fren going back to home town liao. This mean tat i cant go to find them during weekend and have to stay at home nothing to do. Sien ah!!! Later in the morning will go out wif my fren come from my home town. I have to bring him around. Luckily he is here so at least i can go out wif him. yahoo~~ Last nite i have a very very very nice dream, can say the nicest dream i have until now. I really hope tat this dream will come true. If i can choose, i choose to be in this dream forever of course this is impposible so I have stand up, face the problem Hahaha...... anyway can have this dream i am very happy dy hehe..... Going to sleep dy coz have to wait up earlier......take care my frens miss u all

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2007-06-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

想念.....

想念你的好，让我无法自拔。

想念你的坏，让我痛彻心扉。

想念你的乐，让我心情愉快。

想念你的悲，让我不知所措。

想念你的一切，不属于我的一切。

悄悄的喜欢你所喜欢的。

悄悄的讨厌你所讨厌的。

悄悄的喜欢你，爱着你。

悄悄的支持你，祝福你。

悄悄的想你，悄悄的念你。

如果我能拥有你，我将会用尽全力去爱你，珍惜你，
因为你是我沙漠中的绿洲。

如果我将失去你，我会用尽全力去挽回你，
因为你是我的空气。

如果能让你开心，我愿意为你做任何事，
因为你是我的专属天使。

如果爱你对你造成困扰，那我会选择悄悄离开你，
因为这是爱你的另一种方式。

爱你到无可救药！！

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New blog:

Hmm this is my new blog. Actually last time i got a blog at blogspot
also but then everytime when i need to log in they change my
password so i also lazy to use it. I use back my friendster blog. Now
my friend keep on asking me make new blog coz friendster one
*cough* Hahaha know wat i mean or not lol. Today very free so i start
my new blog lor. Lately keep on playing game only din even go out
becoz no money haha....Last saturday i have a bbq with my friend
on their condo roof top and i am having fun coz seldom got this kind of
chance. Few days ago i try some test from a website. Got few of the
question really touch me. One of it is:

"If there are some rose beside the road side, they are red and white
rose. You are going to choose 20 of them for the one you love. You can
choose either all 20 red or 20 white or 20 wif mixture of red and white
rose. (e.g. 10red rose and 10 white rose). I choose 20 red rose for this
question.
Then here is the answer. Red rose mean how much u give out to the
one u love and white rose mean how much u wish he/she will return
to you.

Because of very bored so i write a blog lor today. On the top
actually is something that i write becoz of too bored lol. It's meaning is
like below. I direct translate to english. My english so bad so don laugh
me ah lol.

I miss your good, let me cant live without it.
I miss your bad, let me feel very sad.
I miss your happy, let me feel happy.
I miss your sad, make me dunno wat to do.
I miss everything about you, everything that is not belong to me.

Secretly love all the thing that you love.
Secretly hate all the thing that you hate.
Secretly like you, love you.
Secretly support you, wishing you.
Secretly think of you, missing you.

If i can to be with you, i will try my best to love you, appreciate you,
becoz you are the oasis in my desert.
If i will lost you, i will try my best to get you back,
becoz you are my O2.
If can make you happy, i willing to do anything,
becoz you are my angel.
If love you make you feel trouble, i will choose to leave you silent,
becoz this is another way to love you.

Love you until no medicine can save my life.

When you read try to chance to chinese word ah coz english one i feel weird lol.