Nice site

Hmm wanna intro a nice site to those ppl who like to watch movie or series. The website is
tom365.com

Inside the website got many different types of movie or series to watch. But b4 tat u have to install a software to use it. It can watch the movie while dling it. After finish loading the file will be save in ur comp so u can watch it anytime. It is very fast, can complete more than 8 episod of series or movie in few hours. Hope u guys will like it ^.^

矛盾的夜

今天我很高兴，也有一点不开心，因该说是我的心在挣扎吧！很多时候，明知不可为而为之。虽然事实摆在眼前，却心存侥幸，满心期待。所以说，人是不是一种很自相矛盾的动物呢？ 很久没和你一起出来走走了。今天看到你，满脸的憔悴，我的心也碎了。我就在想，是不是他对你不好呢？你什么都没说，但我的直觉告诉我你并不快乐。一只以来我都很信任我的直觉，但这次我却希望我的直觉错了。你知道吗？如够让我选择看着你因为她伤心难过，或者看着你和她幸福快乐，我宁愿选择后者，因为就算痛也只有我一个人痛。很傻吧？没办法，或许我就是傻瓜。老实说，我没那么大方，能祝福你跟他，但我依然希望你能够天天快乐。

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~忆夜~

犹记得那年，我遇见了你，
伤心失落的我，因你的出现，
让我找到目标，努力得奋斗。

在不巧合的巧合中，我们认识了彼此，
也在不知不觉中，我失去了你。
晴天霹雳的我，不得不用篮球，
来发泄我心中的不快。

原以为一切早已结束，但事实并非如此。
当你心情不好时，我的心总会感应到；
当你需要帮助时，我总会刚好的出现。

你曾经说过，我是上帝派来守护你的天使，
而我也觉得，你是神赐给我的快乐的泉源，
然而，如今守护在你身边的不是我，
而我，得到的却是更多的痛苦。

难道你我之间，就注定没有缘分吗？
难道爱一个人，就真的那么痛苦吗？
或许，是我不够好。。。
或许，是我不帅。。。
或许。。。

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今夜我写了那么多，并不是为了要改变什么，只是心情不好，写来发泄。也许你会觉得我很无聊，很傻，但无所谓，因为我的生活真得很无聊。我总是抱着天真的想法来看待爱情。所以在爱情里，我一直都是个失败者。

Bla bla bla....??!!

It's long long time i din post any new post liao. Becoz of lazy? nothing to write about? Whatever lar haha.... Hmm....this is my 1st post in 2008. From my last post til now, i have been go to kl for 2 times, 1 time acco my cousin and another time for my convocation. I really have fun when i go to kl. I do lots of stupid thing tat i nvr do when i in miri. Feel so relax and happy lor. Then other time in miri very sien one lor. Coz no one to look for, and no place to go for. Last month one of my fren come from johor, she came miri play. Tat time is the most enjoy time for me while at miri lol. We go climb gua niah and go brunei. Haiz...... lately de live very bored ler, one of my fren go travel, then other all got exam, so sien ah!! Everyday(other than working time) just stay at home and look at the computer, then sunday go for bball. I feel tat i also be "宅男“（zhai2 nan2) liao. i just come back from yamcha-ing wif my neighbour. We talk about the light speed, and also talk about this world. quite interesting topic actually. Y this and y tat bla bla bla.... Last weekend i go for a church camp. At there let me think about something of my life. I feel tat i m a looser in many things. In study, basketball, even though in relationship, either frenship or love, i always a looser. In past, i go into a wrong sch, waste my time over there, and i also give up basketball becoz one of my best friend leaving me. In friendship, i cant help my best friend, i cant give advise or scold them while they are in wrong way. Love, i ever like 2 gals before, of course not at the same time lar, i try my best to "chase" them, but dunno is becoz i m stupid or wat, i cant make them feel touch. This cause me lost them. I dunno when is the another gal tat can attract me will come to me, but i m still waiting, although i m not handsome, not good enough and bla bla bla....



~Feel Boring~ and ~waiting for love~ @ Almondskidz